like a pustule / a whistle a missed stitch, perhaps? (I look at it disapprovingly and...) (...) (... and obviously, I put it back on the hanger) like a favorite black shirt / ruined a moth's eaten at it, perhaps? a tug at the elastene, a determination to wear it anyway a carelessness, a crime against fashion, a "let it bother you?" (I go to work untidy and...) (I come home untidy.)
I take lemonade, green tea. I take shallow breaths, chest rises softly under the comforter
Take a handful of begonia blossoms, take posture seriously
Eyes up
To meet the coworkers, the countesses (still imaginary at this point)
Take, take responsiblity for the evangelizing
Face forward
Take my eyes off the screen for a second or two, take a chance
Take some time to think it over, that I've left you
Never mind
where it takes me
To come from mud with a raison d'etre
personality and memory still intertwined, liquid in the cast to let spirit take hold
To reclaim, verdant and bright, the countenance of a man falling apart
Taken aback
All at once, we’re through the front door. Rain-cold, blood in the kettle.
Home now, yew wreath, gum branch potpourri, and apple cider begets an amorous look and a cracked open Royal Dansk tin.
Holding the butter cookie between her thumb and forefinger, rolls it down the inside of her forearm like a St. Catherine's wheel, says "It's still early."
It sounds like everything else; it's an announcement. Inside my head I'm licking the crumbs off, and inside that head, I'm wondering if she meant something by ”it's still early”.
The worlds diverge and she playfully puts her hoodie back on and I’m sure she loves me uncondi
I'm an undead songbird and I'm bleeding
my chips at the poker table, camel-free
days. I'm high on anxiety and that's
pretty much it.
I'm an internet celebrity, get me out of here!
I hate the light and I can't call you back, I'm busy studying the specific gravity of love.
I blink intermittently like other things that blink intermittently and the
phrase "imminent danger" is overused, goddamnit.
I decay like concrete and probably
at about the same rate, but I don't watch it
and it doesn't watch me (why would it?) and
if walls could talk, they would tell us
how hard it is to ignore us.
I'm a member of the rumrunning five and I won't
miss Polaroi
The Fremont Street Body Chocolatier by LimeMercury, literature
Literature
The Fremont Street Body Chocolatier
10-6; satisfactory hours for The
Fremont Street Body Chocolatier
Established 1990
Before the 2nd Bush Administration
The implacable desert sand
peppers the plate glass storefront
the Adonis mannequin the mocha briefs
Decrepit register, AMEX still accepted
cooler salvaged from Central Food
Behind the counter, Lucy's 39th
She doesn't owe us nothin'
Frowns over the coiled copper-ginger lock
resting on the fondue skin
A miss
A standoffish stand-in for standup
in the place that I was
I think about erections, wonder why I have them
Well taught
Says freedom rings because freedom, Isabelle
and bells ring, naturally. Immediately degenerate.
It skips a generation, more precisely
On time
Strike while the iron's still iron, she
met Swami Vivekananda, pastoral, past
oral, pass the Dorals, fix Section 8
My east
coast con-
cubine
Like a Dior, a Klein, the
architect of form in the
letter, the
typographer, half artist,
half photocopier,
first reads the
text, as though the
words could be improved upon,
then introduces his
craft, dissecting the
original, character by character in
an envious necessity.
To call him a
murder of the
lexicon would overstate
his aim, which is only to
dress it. Words, who would
not clothe themselves, are
spoiled by such treatment.
Think like a bad CAPTCHA, wilted produce, ten oh three AM
with magic eraser
Subjectless, attempting to keep pace with the
half-marathon runners
Brutus can
be found
in the space between
the screen tap and the LED flash,
in the unset smile
the Risorius gravity
IPA tired
versus
sorrows worth repeating?
My car has a suspension of disbelief. My love is organic chemistry.
I pay attention to dog faces.
Dog faces, with those compressed sentiments
Dog faces, the backdrop of states
States, my lexicon is insufficient to describe
Moving on, serving sizes
Wilting roses, without my glasses
Parking tickets, rhyming couplets
What do I want for dinner? Nothing fancy.
When I imagine
what I'll tell my children
when I'm called on to explain
why their toys
are so fun
I think I
will briefly
hesitate
and apologize
because playing
a knight,
a mayor,
a policeman,
a soldier,
is a lot like life
only better.
like a pustule / a whistle a missed stitch, perhaps? (I look at it disapprovingly and...) (...) (... and obviously, I put it back on the hanger) like a favorite black shirt / ruined a moth's eaten at it, perhaps? a tug at the elastene, a determination to wear it anyway a carelessness, a crime against fashion, a "let it bother you?" (I go to work untidy and...) (I come home untidy.)
I take lemonade, green tea. I take shallow breaths, chest rises softly under the comforter
Take a handful of begonia blossoms, take posture seriously
Eyes up
To meet the coworkers, the countesses (still imaginary at this point)
Take, take responsiblity for the evangelizing
Face forward
Take my eyes off the screen for a second or two, take a chance
Take some time to think it over, that I've left you
Never mind
where it takes me
To come from mud with a raison d'etre
personality and memory still intertwined, liquid in the cast to let spirit take hold
To reclaim, verdant and bright, the countenance of a man falling apart
Taken aback
All at once, we’re through the front door. Rain-cold, blood in the kettle.
Home now, yew wreath, gum branch potpourri, and apple cider begets an amorous look and a cracked open Royal Dansk tin.
Holding the butter cookie between her thumb and forefinger, rolls it down the inside of her forearm like a St. Catherine's wheel, says "It's still early."
It sounds like everything else; it's an announcement. Inside my head I'm licking the crumbs off, and inside that head, I'm wondering if she meant something by ”it's still early”.
The worlds diverge and she playfully puts her hoodie back on and I’m sure she loves me uncondi
I'm an undead songbird and I'm bleeding
my chips at the poker table, camel-free
days. I'm high on anxiety and that's
pretty much it.
I'm an internet celebrity, get me out of here!
I hate the light and I can't call you back, I'm busy studying the specific gravity of love.
I blink intermittently like other things that blink intermittently and the
phrase "imminent danger" is overused, goddamnit.
I decay like concrete and probably
at about the same rate, but I don't watch it
and it doesn't watch me (why would it?) and
if walls could talk, they would tell us
how hard it is to ignore us.
I'm a member of the rumrunning five and I won't
miss Polaroi
The Fremont Street Body Chocolatier by LimeMercury, literature
Literature
The Fremont Street Body Chocolatier
10-6; satisfactory hours for The
Fremont Street Body Chocolatier
Established 1990
Before the 2nd Bush Administration
The implacable desert sand
peppers the plate glass storefront
the Adonis mannequin the mocha briefs
Decrepit register, AMEX still accepted
cooler salvaged from Central Food
Behind the counter, Lucy's 39th
She doesn't owe us nothin'
Frowns over the coiled copper-ginger lock
resting on the fondue skin
A miss
A standoffish stand-in for standup
in the place that I was
I think about erections, wonder why I have them
Well taught
Says freedom rings because freedom, Isabelle
and bells ring, naturally. Immediately degenerate.
It skips a generation, more precisely
On time
Strike while the iron's still iron, she
met Swami Vivekananda, pastoral, past
oral, pass the Dorals, fix Section 8
My east
coast con-
cubine
Like a Dior, a Klein, the
architect of form in the
letter, the
typographer, half artist,
half photocopier,
first reads the
text, as though the
words could be improved upon,
then introduces his
craft, dissecting the
original, character by character in
an envious necessity.
To call him a
murder of the
lexicon would overstate
his aim, which is only to
dress it. Words, who would
not clothe themselves, are
spoiled by such treatment.
Think like a bad CAPTCHA, wilted produce, ten oh three AM
with magic eraser
Subjectless, attempting to keep pace with the
half-marathon runners
Brutus can
be found
in the space between
the screen tap and the LED flash,
in the unset smile
the Risorius gravity
IPA tired
versus
sorrows worth repeating?
My car has a suspension of disbelief. My love is organic chemistry.
I pay attention to dog faces.
Dog faces, with those compressed sentiments
Dog faces, the backdrop of states
States, my lexicon is insufficient to describe
Moving on, serving sizes
Wilting roses, without my glasses
Parking tickets, rhyming couplets
What do I want for dinner? Nothing fancy.
When I imagine
what I'll tell my children
when I'm called on to explain
why their toys
are so fun
I think I
will briefly
hesitate
and apologize
because playing
a knight,
a mayor,
a policeman,
a soldier,
is a lot like life
only better.
you taste like honeycomb slivers, i'm sure:
you remind me of the chill breeze on the tides
sweeping away the salt from the
rusting waters
of the dead sea.
let me kiss your eyelids to sleep
euphoric love;
beyond boundary lines
we cross, we run.
i laugh at cars with fog lights on.
they remind me of the girls you dated
before me.
and don't think i don't see it
when your long-lost friends
look at me for the first time
and they think
'so this,
after so many
blue-eyed-rock-and-roll-moonlight
Society is like the taste of a dry toothbrush in my mouth.
Gauche, I remain in the diner at closing time.
More human than not, I'm little else that can be named.
With my turbulent and uncanny mind, I demonstrate anxiety
and I nurture the grandest doubt.
My song is without harmony, clumsy but efficient
narcotic and lithe, the consummate observer. I wait.
I watch and breathe.
The present is like starlight, obscure and potent until there is
no one left to dismiss it.
Current Residence: Austin Favourite genre of music: Ambient Downtempo Favourite style of art: None MP3 player of choice: Google Play Music Wallpaper of choice: are you kidding Personal Quote: life is a natural disaster
I am fond of sleep. Tonight it eludes me. I'm here because I saw a name that reminded me of another name that reminded me of an unsettling feeling.
If I remember, anyone can remember.
I could continue
pretending
that I have the linguistic capacity to write again.
I think back on the times I sat with a mug of hot chocolate in between my hands obsessively refreshing the page to see if I had comments, using the IRC channel for amusement, and being the absolute dumbest person I have ever met. Not that I regret it. Though the one piece of advice I'd give myself... Don't listen to advice from old people.
I don't know how I got here.
Every once in a great while I check dA for updates from people that I used to know. It's a bit hypnotic to watch people grow, change, and sometimes move away from art, or at least from here. Some do the opposite, delve deeper, find a niche.
This place has become very... furry. I don't know what to make of that.
I'm thinking about posting some new work. Just because I've been away doesn't mean my pen has been idle.
I miss much.